free will?This is sort of a Buddhist approach and it's been what works for me. I was raised Roman Catholic and used it a base growing up. But as science disproves faith, the faith fades.
I still hold a notion of "god" in a sense that someone started something somewhere. But if there were a God in the traditional sense that I was taught in school, then why would he allow someone like Father Oliie do what he did in his (God's) house?