Please tell me this is the tail end of most of the misery.
I feel like absolute garbage. I can't focus, I can't even sit down and watch TV. I'm like sweating a little, shaking. Terrible sleep.
I'm doing like a gram of vitamin C every few hours, plenty of water, fireballs which are killin my stomach.
Man this is not a happy feeling. I'm tired of relapsing. I got to do this this time. I started out on the patch. Went through 2 weeks of misery, on / off, on / off, buying cigarettes, patch back on.
Then I started yelling at God basically, LOL. I think he answered as this time, I know it's finished. The rest is just doing the time.
Anybody? I'm in turmoil here.
I feel like absolute garbage. I can't focus, I can't even sit down and watch TV. I'm like sweating a little, shaking. Terrible sleep.
I'm doing like a gram of vitamin C every few hours, plenty of water, fireballs which are killin my stomach.
Man this is not a happy feeling. I'm tired of relapsing. I got to do this this time. I started out on the patch. Went through 2 weeks of misery, on / off, on / off, buying cigarettes, patch back on.
Then I started yelling at God basically, LOL. I think he answered as this time, I know it's finished. The rest is just doing the time.
Anybody? I'm in turmoil here.