well, now that you mention that, i'm trying to. I'm trying everything i can. As soon as i graduate, i'm going to move to vancouver. hopefully anyway. i'm just so depressed living with this family. my mom wouldn't letme go cook valentines day dinner for my girlfriend tonight, her reason was that i had to do the dishes and then her and my dad had to talk to me. me and rachel have been dating since i moved here. and what did my parents have to say "we want you to stop racing, because we don't want you to feel bad when you get beaten. we also want you to stop all contact with your sponsors so they drop you." i didn't say a word and just got on my bike and rode down to my trails and just sat on one of my drops for like 2 hours. so yeah i'm trying to get out beleive me i'm trying.