After 9 months of unemployment, I was offered a position as an Assistant Director of Admissions at The Art Institute in Durham.
I'm not sure how I feel about that.
Don't get me wrong....I'm stoked that the bills will be easier to pay, but I've been the primary lead on taking care of my 4-year old son, and it's going to be really difficult to let that go. In that time, I've been developing a process of imagery that nobody else has been exploring, and have just now started to see some positive results. I'm in a few galleries, have sold some stuff and have really enjoyed the creation of marketing for this product.
This job will be built upon some crazy hours, and my hesitation at this only comes from the fear that if I back off of those crucial daytime hours of communication with gallery and website owners that I will lose the valuable ground that I have gained. It ain't easy making a living at art-sh*t, but it's doable if you stay vigilant.
But.....and let's be real, here. Sometimes you don't get those choices in life. I've been fortunate enough to have this time, and 9 months was a great grace period to be able to get a business off the ground. My unemployment wouldn't have lasted longer at its current rate and the term "starving artist" is a very real and applicable term, here. Obviously, my main goal in life is to provide for the child that I love so much, and staying "core" to some kind of art-creedo takes a backseat if you ain't eating.
Meh...I guess I'll jump back into the real world again and be happy about it and give it my full effort. But, it sucks to be so close to something and have to let your hold on it loosen while you do the right thing. This is a tough economic climate and believe me, I sweated out those jobless numbers like the rest of us unemployed masses....I just don't feel as excited as I thought I would.
I'm not sure how I feel about that.
Don't get me wrong....I'm stoked that the bills will be easier to pay, but I've been the primary lead on taking care of my 4-year old son, and it's going to be really difficult to let that go. In that time, I've been developing a process of imagery that nobody else has been exploring, and have just now started to see some positive results. I'm in a few galleries, have sold some stuff and have really enjoyed the creation of marketing for this product.
This job will be built upon some crazy hours, and my hesitation at this only comes from the fear that if I back off of those crucial daytime hours of communication with gallery and website owners that I will lose the valuable ground that I have gained. It ain't easy making a living at art-sh*t, but it's doable if you stay vigilant.
But.....and let's be real, here. Sometimes you don't get those choices in life. I've been fortunate enough to have this time, and 9 months was a great grace period to be able to get a business off the ground. My unemployment wouldn't have lasted longer at its current rate and the term "starving artist" is a very real and applicable term, here. Obviously, my main goal in life is to provide for the child that I love so much, and staying "core" to some kind of art-creedo takes a backseat if you ain't eating.
Meh...I guess I'll jump back into the real world again and be happy about it and give it my full effort. But, it sucks to be so close to something and have to let your hold on it loosen while you do the right thing. This is a tough economic climate and believe me, I sweated out those jobless numbers like the rest of us unemployed masses....I just don't feel as excited as I thought I would.