I remember posting a long time ago, maybe a year ago even about how to get over the fear. I can't find the thread, but there was some good advice in the thread that was left for me. Can't say I used all of it, as I had to find my own method of setting my mind straight, but it was definitely some help. I'm not really going big, largest so far is only 10-11 feet of a drop, but progression is progression! If any of you remember that thread, I just wanted to say thanks for the words - it's a good feeling to actually be riding with friends instead of watching now.