Dirt
Having crawed out of the bottle July 10 1981 and pulling the straw out of my nose in 1990. I know what hell looks like. Find yourself, find that thing that makes you like yourself again. and most of all never let a "thing" (alcohol, drugs, other people) control your life, you need to control it. and after all these years the one thing that has kept me straight is that I have never taken it farther than I am not going to drink or do drugs right now, because in reality "Right Now" is all you can control
PM me if you need some one to talk to
Eric
Having crawed out of the bottle July 10 1981 and pulling the straw out of my nose in 1990. I know what hell looks like. Find yourself, find that thing that makes you like yourself again. and most of all never let a "thing" (alcohol, drugs, other people) control your life, you need to control it. and after all these years the one thing that has kept me straight is that I have never taken it farther than I am not going to drink or do drugs right now, because in reality "Right Now" is all you can control
PM me if you need some one to talk to
Eric