Last Friday my wife informed me that she wanted a divorce while she was away in the sand fighting for our country.
Long story short too many years of me being utterly insane, domineering, drunk and pissed off have finally broken the strongest person I have ever known.
In the midst of my preparations for hari kari one of my friends reached out and pulled me up from the bottom. It was almost all over for a minute there.
I have decided to make some changes. If you know me, I may need your help, as I feel that these changes are going to hurt.
1. I am going into AA. I drink too much, and for the wrong reasons.
2. I am going to go see a shrink. I need to fix some things.
3. I am getting into an anger management/RA program.
4. I am taking a rest from racing, rugby, shooting things.
5. I am a pathological liar. I need to tell the truth and take stock of what is left.
6. I eat sometimes to escape pain, or a hang over. No more Burgerking, more 24 Hour Fitness.
I am going to be on the boards less then before. I need to really work on getting my life together, because if I don't I am going to be dead by 2010.
Thanks for all of you who sent me messages on Sunday, they helped.
If you know me, help me if you can. If you don't, maybe someday I will meet you on a trail.
Long story short too many years of me being utterly insane, domineering, drunk and pissed off have finally broken the strongest person I have ever known.
In the midst of my preparations for hari kari one of my friends reached out and pulled me up from the bottom. It was almost all over for a minute there.
I have decided to make some changes. If you know me, I may need your help, as I feel that these changes are going to hurt.
1. I am going into AA. I drink too much, and for the wrong reasons.
2. I am going to go see a shrink. I need to fix some things.
3. I am getting into an anger management/RA program.
4. I am taking a rest from racing, rugby, shooting things.
5. I am a pathological liar. I need to tell the truth and take stock of what is left.
6. I eat sometimes to escape pain, or a hang over. No more Burgerking, more 24 Hour Fitness.
I am going to be on the boards less then before. I need to really work on getting my life together, because if I don't I am going to be dead by 2010.
Thanks for all of you who sent me messages on Sunday, they helped.
If you know me, help me if you can. If you don't, maybe someday I will meet you on a trail.
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