I wish you were awake. I wish you would pick up if I called. I wish sleep was optional. I wish I was happy. I wish I was numb. I wish the sun was out. I wish it was cold and storming. I wish there was a point. I wish the wind made my eyes tear. I wish I did not notice. I wish my legs were burning and vision fading. I wish for desire. I wish for purpose. I wish for standardization, for anonymity, for lust. I wish this would end. (hey! it ended. that was simple)