WTF??????????
i guess i´ve been lucky enough in 25 years of life (just turned this wekend) to never having to face such a definitive "am not in the mood honey" as i did yesterday.
like seriously, she was just there, sleeping... i asked if there was anything wrong, i went thru my head thinking "did i say something wrong here in the last few hours?", but apparently not, i didnt... she was all fine with me (apparently). it was just that she was really "not in the mood".
well, she had to move today and, granted, many things to think about... and we hadnt been sleeping more than a few hours a night lately.... although yesterday we took like a 4 hour after-lunch nap post quickie, before going out for dinner.
then we came back to watch a movie and drink some wine... which we couldnt, the dvd player wouldnt work, and we tried to watch some B movie on tv... she had a glass of wine... and then.. poof!, she felt sleep while i was watching the movie.... and then the atrocity of a non negotiable "not in the mood".
the blunt reality was, she was there, sleeping on her side and me just trying to sleep, with half a bottle of wine on the table.
damn, that sucks.
so what?.. is this how life turns when you get old???
i guess i´ve been lucky enough in 25 years of life (just turned this wekend) to never having to face such a definitive "am not in the mood honey" as i did yesterday.
like seriously, she was just there, sleeping... i asked if there was anything wrong, i went thru my head thinking "did i say something wrong here in the last few hours?", but apparently not, i didnt... she was all fine with me (apparently). it was just that she was really "not in the mood".
well, she had to move today and, granted, many things to think about... and we hadnt been sleeping more than a few hours a night lately.... although yesterday we took like a 4 hour after-lunch nap post quickie, before going out for dinner.
then we came back to watch a movie and drink some wine... which we couldnt, the dvd player wouldnt work, and we tried to watch some B movie on tv... she had a glass of wine... and then.. poof!, she felt sleep while i was watching the movie.... and then the atrocity of a non negotiable "not in the mood".
the blunt reality was, she was there, sleeping on her side and me just trying to sleep, with half a bottle of wine on the table.
damn, that sucks.
so what?.. is this how life turns when you get old???