Physically and Mentally! Ever since I crashed going over that railroad tie obstacle during the drills up at Whiteface Mtn, I am too terrified to go over log crossings or anything that looks even remotely challenging while I'm out riding the trails here at home. I am getting so disgusted with myself. I have never been afraid to TRY before, but I just can't get over this. I stand there staring at the log/rock/whatever and feel like a deer caught in headlights, until I just finally resign to walk around it. I think a big part of the problem is that I almost always ride alone, and I'm afraid of hurting myself seriously while alone, but it seems almost impossible for me to meet other mountain bikers around my area that I can keep up with. I just don't know what to do. I won't give up riding, but it'd be so awesome if I could just get over this mental block I have. Any suggestions??