I feel I'm fast(in my own mind). i know i could be so much faster if i get over the nerves. getting hurt or breaking something sucks ass, i seen two guys in the past three weeks take hard diggers and i don't wanna do that. but i wanna be faster, and seeing that makes me hold the brakes a little longer. what is the best way to get over nerves? just suck it up and roll like a Kamikaze one run and see what happens? I feel like i pick good lines, its the "big" stuff freaks me out(ladder drops, road gap on the 1st one at horns, and the creek gap). i don't want to sit at home for 4-6 weeks healing up, i get paid for it so I'm not worried about losing money from an injury but how many times will they pay me for a bike accident. all this **** is in the back of my head going down the mountain. another thing, just like MHcrusier said a while back, sucks watching 5 mortgage payments bounce down the hill without you on it. reading this i may talk myself out of going fast every time. maybe I'll stock up on avid code brake pads and have fun. I love doing this, come back with a smile every time i go down the hill, but i wanna be faster.........